it has been merely 4 days and now we've became like this.
on the 2nd day after we stead, you alr started to ignore me.
i din know what happened, AT ALL.
no smses from you, no calls.
i called you, you rejected my calls.
i seriously feel as if i'm the third party between you two.
i can't seem to feel the security from you,
no care, no love, NOTHING is all i feel from you.
i smsed you so much, telling you how i feel,
but you don't give a damn about it.
what happened?!?! someone tell me!!
you still love her, i guess.
am i just the substitution of her?
am i just the person you're using to forget her?
i'm crying every single night, you don't seem to care.
i told her, i hope i could find out what was happening
that made you treat me liddat.
in the end, what did i get?
3 words. IHATEYOU.
you actually said that words to me.
HATE.
what's happening in this world?
why must God treat me liddat?
why must i be landing in this kind of ending?
you were the one who asked for the patchback,
you were the one who asked for my love and care.
were you determined to hurt me?
the previous time we stead, you hurt me alr.
please, don't hurt me again.
i accepted you this time, i trusted you.
i trusted that you would bring me happiness again.
i thought you've changed.
but accepting you just brought me more hurt.
i could say i really love you.
would you?
after those 3 words, i think it's a gone case for us.
i want to treasure this relationship,
but it seems like you don't want to give me this chance anymore.
IHATEYOU. those 3 words, it hurts alot alot.
you asked for the patchback,
i thought this time you really loved me.
i was too wilful to think that way.
the whole world is flipping around.
this is not the way i wanted it to be.
the love you gave, the hurt you created.
i don't want to land in the state that
i'll have to use my hp cover + 30 mins.
i really don't wish you to go.
it has only been 4 days.
i thought we could last long,
it was all my wilful thinking.

Labels: ELYN's unexpected ending.

Hello, my name is ELYN.
i'm turning fourteen on 27nov.
i'm currently studying in TKGS,
class 2e7. proudly a bowler.
i love Darrall Ong Cheng Yu.

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